Missing Her

It's been three months since the accident, meaning three months since I last spoke with Golightly. The other night I had a dream about her. In the dream, I called her phone (why? I have no idea since I know she's not available) and she answered. She wanted to know what was going on in my life and when I tried to ask her what was going on with the accident and everything, which oddly in the dream she was completely aware of it, she just said something like, oh, don't even go there, I don't want to talk about it. That's all I can recall from the dream, but I find it so funny how the brain, my brain to be exact, can recall such minuscule details, like a person's voice, especially one I haven't heard in a while, down to the inflection in the way the person speaks, tone and everything. Talking to Golightly in my dream was exactly how I remember it in real life. Everything. It made me sad waking up from it, only to realize it was just a dream and I couldn't actually pick up the phone and call her.

I miss my friend so very much. There's so many little things I want to talk to her about. It's nothing important, nothing serious, but just those little things I want to talk over with my friend, just to get her reaction, just to see what she'll say. I really want her to snap out of the coma, but the thing is I'm not too sure she'll be our same Golightly. I guess that's the part where I (we) have to have faith in God. Are there still miracles in our modern world? Is it really possible for her to wake unscathed from the whole incident? It's really hard to sit here and not question God and how He can fix this, but I find myself doing it a lot. I just continue to wonder if I will get my good friend back.

As for her status, the latest is "Golightly is making improvements everyday. She continues to track people around the room and she seems to love having her eyes open most of the day now. It is still up in the air as to where Golightly will eventually be placed or what facility will accept her. With everyones continued support though Golightly has made great strides recently in her improvements. We'd like to keep stimulating Golightly to keep her brain reactive and functioning, as it will help with her healing."

Let's stay hopeful.